Yeah, since youapos;ve�been gone.�I dont wanna looked so alone and in needing of your love, but i swear, i solemnly swear I�CANT�THINK�STRAIT�ANYMORE�ITS�BEEN�A�W
the memories, i repeat them clearly in every breath that i take.
i memorize you.
thats when you said "i love you" for a hundreth times to me, it was 12th of may 2008.
we sat at your car, you played us songs by naif, then stopped ourselves at car wash. Couple of minutes later you were sitting next to me, staring at my face, holding my hands.
your face sketched a feeling like begging hard to me.
i was "omg, what should i do, what should i do?".
i just kept myself as sweet as i can, so you wouldnt think anything except i have to make this girl to be mine.
i couldnt take it anymore, i wanted to say i love you too that day, couldnt lie to myself, but how?. How to say i love you too?
and when you took me home, argh. You did it. You did it, it was so soft and warm. Something that i never tasted since i broke up with him. Oh gosh, i still remember that day i said "oh i bet i cant sleep normally tonite", you were just smiling and i knew you were like "oh i did it for the first time". I still remember that day, clearly.
and we made it.
i filled my book with our stories then. Began with your name, i wrote it as huge as i can, with a smile at the end of your name.
day by day we passed by.
blah, you dropped the call.
we fought.
we fought caused you wanted to go to my house thirstly, besides i was thirstily too to forbid you to go to my house.
you said "I�AM�A�MAN"
and i said "YOU�DONT�UNDERSTAND"
oh i still remember.
still remember what we did in your car, ate ice cream and...bang.
you were searching for me, still remember you were texting me a hundreth time, asked me to forbid you to get drunk, but then you saw me with anyone else, and theyre my band mates, ruben said hello to you, you just "oh, that is my gf, and sheapos;s with somebody else", you were broken.
second date, or first date after made up, it was friday. You wore your beautiful red shirt and you said "my family said its been 2 years since you broke up with your ex and long time no see you dress up like this", you were proud of the perfume that you syringed to your body. I wore pantera cappucone and you took me to kemang pratama. You were so happy you take a girl for date at night. And then you did it again, at lonely street. Softly again. Warm again.
you took me to suropati park, at nite after you mad because you didnt know what i want and after i cried cos you mad at fried rice restaurant. You took me to cipinang and you showed me couples that made out there. Yucks. At suropati park you held my hand, it was the first time we hugged. So warm. I really like it.
you successfully came to my house, but i bet you cant forget what we did after you teach me keyboard lessons and after i sang while you played keyboard of "let it be" song.
still remember it was the first time you said about break up, caused my friend messed us up from msn. You didnt like it, but a couple of days later, after i met resti at kfc, you said that you still love me.
still remember, 12th of september was our last date.
and�i still remember too how we broke up.
i dont wanna blame anyone of us. Really. I know im wrong, beside you cant think yourself always right.
i miss you, i miss how we phoning each other every nite. How you carried me up at my house, highly. I miss how you said "aku sayang kamu" at nite everytime before i go to bed. I miss our memories.
i cant let you go, wherever you mention me the time, before i find someone else, i cant. I swear i cant.
i might pretend. But please, i want you think that iapos;m still here, holding on, everyday i hold on, and wait for a miracle.
the miracle...phrase i dont know its a time you comback to me again, or time that i should see you with somebody else.
ah, i hate it. Why there are two opportunities in every story?
i miss you.
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