equipartisan

Iapos;m not sure if I�want to scream, destroy something, cry, throw up, or all four. I�havenapos;t felt like this sense I�first started processing Nanaapos;s death, and I�think thatapos;s a factor in this. I donapos;t know why the house closing at the end of the month bothers me so much. I guess because even though it brings a finality to this situation, it raises more questions than it answers. I�donapos;t need more questions right now. Momapos;s like "donapos;t even think about it. Weapos;ve already arranged for you to be able to stay there through December." But what about after that? I�either need to find an apartment or pick a house plan and get the site prep and�foundation started. I�just donapos;t even know what to think, feel, or do anymore.
equipartisan, equipartile, equiparc, equiparation.