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i really dont think i can take to much more of this. Im really starting to think that me and my boyfriend are going back to where we were before where we never saw or talked to eachother. But now hes telling me that he will call but doesnt. Than tells my best friend that confronted him about it on my behalf that i couldve called him. He told me that he was going to call me...i shouldnt have to call him. He knew that i worked this weekend and he knew what time i worked. I didnt know what he was doing this weekend or what time he woke up and hes no fun to talk to when hes tired. And when i had told him that i might not be able to call him after work friday when he asked me to he got irritated but when i was able to i did and he was too busy watching the football game to talk to me. Whats up with that? how much more of this double standred can one girl take til it gets to much for her? i just dont know what to do. I dont want to leave him but it feels like i might not have much of a choice for much longer. Even my friends are telling me to. How can i make up my own mind when i dont even know how i feel anymore? i dont think i can do this anymore. I might just have to give up.
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